Do not understand. This is not your opinion. It is not your knowledge.
Why is it not mine?
Eventually you ask questions and feel insecure. You start to develop.
When I read and know, I don’t develop?
Knowledge gives you the feeling that you know something that others do not know. This is deceptive.
Should I not read?
Why are you asking me? Are you looking for an answer? You won’t find it with me.
Then where should I look?
Where you are afraid to go. Get there without using your feet.
But where is it? How do I know what I’m afraid of?
You are afraid of the unknown, uncertainty. Your fears cover the road like a fog.
But if I can’t see anything, how am I supposed to go?
That is courage. Without it, you won’t move, you just stand still in the place of fear. Blow the fog out. Close your eyes and go.
But I’m scared.
Now you’re just getting to the bottom of it. You already know what you are afraid of. You can see where you are. And you are where you have always been. Despite the books, you didn’t move. Knowledge without courage means nothing.
Should I go forward?
Don’t look for an answer. Don’t look for certainty. Confidence is the illusion that there is a path to travel. In fact, the unknown is only certain. Finally, move on and let rid of the illusion. See that you are really blind, despite your eyes.
I can not move. Fear paralyzes my consciousness.
Fear is a sword that has two ends. At the same time, it stimulates action and causes development. Also is making you blind on reality. Don’t fight with fear and anxiety. Let them control you. What are you feeling now?
I’m scared.
It’s good. You are overcome by fear. Something more happened that you didn’t know before?
I’m scared all the time. Just like I was scared.
You see. Even though you are overcome by fears, it is the same all the time. Have you drawn any conclusions?
I am and I have always been afraid, but I was not aware of it. The fog seemed to have cleared a little.
Fear and anxiety have always paralyzed you, only knowledge has tricked you into not being so. Knowledge, too, is like a sword that has two ends. Thins the mist. It also gives the illusion if it is in control of your mind. Use the knowledge to clear the fog.
But how?
It’s you who reads the books. What’s in them? Does this knowledge help you?
Everything seems clear in the books. So obvious. And here is the fog. I can not see. Nothing is obvious here.
You have the right to lie down. Give up. Do nothing. If you have a hard time walking or standing.
I’m afraid to lay down. The fog will overwhelm me.
You’ve been through this before. Give up. Give up to fear. Just realize where you are. Only then will you be able to use your knowledge. Only when you see reality. You then track your location. Knowledge is useful, bu in reality, not in a delusion. Where are you now? You think
I think I have wet pants. Why? Besides, it stinks a little in here. What is it about?
Who is there besides you?
I can’t see anybody. And where are you?
You can’t see anyone because you are alone. You poured into your pants and made a shit into them because you scared. This is your reality. Now use your shity knowledge to get out of here.
